Fire Alarm (demo)

I'm mentally disturbed
I am sick inside the head
But if my mind has got the weapon
It's my body that has bled
And if I run out fast enough
When the fire alarm rings
Will you take me at my word
That all I want to do is cling
To these sweet and finite moments with the people I call home
Despite the way I hate my body when it makes its presence known
I'm grateful that it holds me
And lets me sing these songs
I can't imagine being right
So if two rights make a wrong

Then I guess I'm here forever in this decomposing world
I'll try hard to hold onto all the lessons I have learned
Like get up out of bed when you get up in the morning
And if that's not when you wake up
Go to bed before the morning

We're here on planet earth for some reason
Who knows why
And convention says I'd hate you
But I miss you all the time
I'd love to just let go
But you stick to me like clay
And if I did it all again
I'd do it the same way

So I guess I'm here forever on this decomposing world
I'll try hard to hold onto all the lessons I have learned
Like get up out of bed when you wake up in the morning
And if that's not when you wake up
Well, then go to bed before the morning