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My body hurt and it feel like I'm dying
People can't see the pain of me crying
Three years of this bull shit they think that I'm lying
My brain on fire man feel like I'm frying
As I walk through the valley of shadow and death
I try to keep it together focus on my breath
The part of me that's strong like that's all you get left
One foot over the other focus on my left
I just wanna live right and get the rest of my youth
Feel normal and healthy when I step in the booth
Went from running marathons to using a walker
Feels like I'm retarded word to Herschel walker
Contextualize this man it's been difficult
Ask myself man what I do to deserve this
I know deep that it's part of my purpose
At least that's what I say so I don't feel worthless
Fuck benzos man they destroyed my life
Three years wasted could been having my wife
I get the message Yah I just wanna live right
Prostrate to my lord put my face towards the light
Thankful for this journey cause it helped me save my life
Three years it took to heal so I can get back right
Everyday was a struggle test my will still I fight
Prostrate to my lord put my face towards the light
See it in they faces they tired of talking
They want the king of New York not Christopher Walken
As I emerge from the ashes I wipe my lashes
I'm a brand new person like Muhammad or Cassius
Hardest thing in my life that's understatement
Had to deal with it head on I couldn't escape it
Difficult to fathom being fucked from prescription
People don't understand treat its like an addiction
I took as prescribed after my fall with fire
Amazed what i went through to become the messiah
I carried a cross that many can't handle
My nervous broken completely dismantled
Rebuild me Allah please fill me with the word
The word made flesh turned into a verb
Jordan Peterson man he get me too
Not to many alive get what we been through
People can't see the pain of me crying
Three years of this bull shit they think that I'm lying
My brain on fire man feel like I'm frying
As I walk through the valley of shadow and death
I try to keep it together focus on my breath
The part of me that's strong like that's all you get left
One foot over the other focus on my left
I just wanna live right and get the rest of my youth
Feel normal and healthy when I step in the booth
Went from running marathons to using a walker
Feels like I'm retarded word to Herschel walker
Contextualize this man it's been difficult
Ask myself man what I do to deserve this
I know deep that it's part of my purpose
At least that's what I say so I don't feel worthless
Fuck benzos man they destroyed my life
Three years wasted could been having my wife
I get the message Yah I just wanna live right
Prostrate to my lord put my face towards the light
Thankful for this journey cause it helped me save my life
Three years it took to heal so I can get back right
Everyday was a struggle test my will still I fight
Prostrate to my lord put my face towards the light
See it in they faces they tired of talking
They want the king of New York not Christopher Walken
As I emerge from the ashes I wipe my lashes
I'm a brand new person like Muhammad or Cassius
Hardest thing in my life that's understatement
Had to deal with it head on I couldn't escape it
Difficult to fathom being fucked from prescription
People don't understand treat its like an addiction
I took as prescribed after my fall with fire
Amazed what i went through to become the messiah
I carried a cross that many can't handle
My nervous broken completely dismantled
Rebuild me Allah please fill me with the word
The word made flesh turned into a verb
Jordan Peterson man he get me too
Not to many alive get what we been through
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Writer(s): Christopher Hall
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