Left Alone

Everything went wrong again
Don't try to call me up i'm not there
I thought maybe this time it would be different
And my mind would be a little decent
It wouldn't had had to end so fast

The word enough seems pretty far
Wish i didn't have to try so hard
I'm not a natural i will never be and i had enough time to take it in
It's no surprise i ruined it

Maybe im to hard to handle and a little bit too fragile
I'm the nuisance that has nothing to give
Just a retched heart and some jokes about my trauma
Don't be surprise if some day i pack up and leave

Please don't ask me how i'm doing
Because i won't know what to tell you
Because on the outside i seem okay
But on the inside my brain it's eating itself

Remember that thing you used to say
You'd love me till your dying day
Well never promise more that you can perform
Because you left me here with nothing at all

Maybe im to hard to handle and a little bit too fragile
I'm the niusance that has nothing to give
Just a retched heart and some jokes about my trauma
Don't be surprise if some day i pack up and leave

What was it you had to gave me anyways

Why do i make it so hard to love me
What is it that i screw it up
Every single time
I'm not a person anymore i'm becoming a problem
That no one wants to resolve

And maybe it's the constant need of reassurance
The constant need of validation
And maybe it's a cynical response
To the fact that i'm being
Left alone



Credits
Writer(s): Maia Braese
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