Feel Something

All I seem to do is lie around
It's not the same when I'm doing it alone
I wish you saw me for who I am
Instead of being just a distant hole

But don't leave
I'm not strong enough to be
The man I can lead
I'm just me
Trying so hard not to cry

And all I wanna feel is something
Cuz right now all I feel is nothing
I swear it's getting harder to love you
When I don't love myself

I feel like all we ever do is fight
About the same old shit a different night I swear
It's getting hard enough to hold you tight
Let alone make you feel alright

But don't leave
It's been hard enough to see
A man I can be
With just me
Struggling to be alive

And all I wanna feel is something
Cuz right now all I feel is nothing
I swear it's getting harder to love you
When I don't love myself
And I've been trying to give you my heart
But you don't want to deal with my scars
Please can you just tell me you hate the things
I loved about myself

Before you go
I wish you'd know
That I did all to help
Us grow

All I wanna feel is something
But with you all I feel is nothing
I tell myself that it's all okay
I'll just try a little more
Knowing no matter what it's not me you're fighting for