wasted

Tossing turning in my bed
Menace to myself
I rushed into the problem thinking I was there to help
Brought me out into the world
Cuz you need my company
But you knew all this time
I was falling for you deep

Now I'm wasted
So distracted on the phone
Stuck behind the silent tone all night
You be wasted
Date around to fill a void
Hoping this one's here to stay all night

I was so anxious talking to you
Knowing that I'm in the wrong
Taking another look at my notifications
Checking to see who would call
What was the reason if you had known
Knew from the jump that I would've lost
Where were you then when I was in bed drinking
Laughing next door with your new boyfriend

I feel stupid hiding from you
I feel stupid letting you go
Still plan on open arms when we meet
Cuz I don't blame you for what I did
Still remember all the pain from these memories
Living in our mess hard to love as three
Heart so wild no we can't hold back
Pack all of your things don't look back

I got a problem
Maybe you're right
Breaking my pride
It's killin' me slow
Losing myself
I wanna feel alive
But I got no where to feel like I'm at home
No where to trust and no where to go
Give me that space gotta love me cold
Out this world like an astronaut
I'm stuck in abyss ain't no way to cope

She be wasted
So distracted on the phone
Tell me what is right or wrong
Know you don't like to be alone
Shawty said that she'd ride for me
Shawty said that she'd die for me
Shawty said let's go spend the night
But fuck is the point we live in a lie
Too high in my flight

Tossing turning in my bed
Menace to myself
I rushed into the problem thinking I was there to help
Brought me out into the world
Cuz you need my company
But you knew all this time
I was falling for you deep

Now I'm wasted
So distracted on the phone
Stuck behind the silent tone all night
You be wasted
Date around to fill a void
Hoping this one's here to stay all night