Not By Chance

They say money makes the world go round
I didn't know the Earth was round
Had to take time off developing my newer sound
Everything's different now
Things never change though
People stay the same though
Especially if you was fake no
Some said that they were down for me
Around for me
To ride with me
To side with me
Then they switch up on me like 123
Not even for apologies but honestly I kinda see
Why people give up on this typa things so silently
And I'm not even complaining
Nothing would ever change it
I guess that's what it is and what it is something failing
Destruction in the making
Selfish ways never changing
Always offered the blame coz I never could take it
Full time entertaining
I don't do that well
Gave God every L
To renew for something else
Now I think I'm someone else
Like nobody else
Everything's different now not by chance

Say they wanted rap
I give em something else
Always changing up my flow like I'm someone else
I'd never change if I get the fame I'm not playing
I'd stay the same it ain't the fame that I'm tryna aim for
Reach higher than the last score
What you bringing up the past for?
If you wanna leave?
Sure
But you can't take the task force

Tryna leave these things silent
Like my phone in the studio when I'm tracking
Always laughing
Never lacking
That's how it is when you're with family actually
And I'd say that I got friends closer than family
But these days you never really know what's family
Cuz even family could throw you under a bus then cover it up and still talk about trust
My brother's out in the open he's doing things about funds
He told me too but usually I don't rush
And I'm not indecisive I just can't trust
Don't bother looking you'd rather give up
Than give in coz that's the worst thing
When you can't do it for yourself and you're working
When you need help but you're pride comes firstly
What do you expect?
Pfft

Eden is such a blessing
She's really one of the best things
Can't say stuff without it sounding like I'm flexing
Instant connection
Wi-Fi more like wifey
Still in school but we're making plans about our life ay
God at the center, of course and everything else will follow
Not something new, something that we both follow
Four am conversations, hold hands and bracelets
All of that plus more love, no flexing