i'll shout you out in my suicide note

Take my scalp, peel it back, crack the bone
Expose that I'm not who I wanna be
So insecure you see
Watch as anxiety takes a hold of me
And I push everyone I love so far away

Just fucking kill me, I mean it
No, really
I'm so fucking far down
I can't find my way out
Where did all my light go
I just wish I had hope
I just wish I had hope

The drugs don't work
And these pills won't do
Can't patch up the pieces that have come unglued
How do I quiet the screaming in an empty room
I'm running out of ways to pull myself through
I just wish I had hope
I just wish I had

I'm not getting any better
And it's driving me insane
Laugh lines pin my smile in place to hide the pain
Watch as my ship goes down
I hope the crowd cheers loud

The drugs don't work
And these pills won't do
Can't patch up the pieces that have come unglued
How do I quiet the screaming in an empty room
I'm running out of ways to pull myself through
I just wish I had hope
I just wish I had

Hope

The drugs don't work
And these pills won't do
Can't patch up the pieces that have come unglued
How do I quiet the screaming in an empty room
I'm running out of ways to pull myself through
I just wish I had hope
I just wish I had
I just wish I had hope
I just wish I had



Credits
Writer(s): Dylan Beresford, Griffin Mather
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