RELAPSING

It's the still ain't average
A nigga been had it
Since grams in the plastic
Wraps, grabbas, and bitches all in the trash bin
It's the still ain't average
A nigga been had it
Since grams in the plastic
Wraps, grabbas, and bitches all in the trash bin

I ca really get savage
Tell you times I was trapping
Selling smooth lil sales of da work
Trying to dodge wire tapping
Stuffing grams in the mattress
Living life to fast not an actor
Stuff ya face with my first if you wanna keep yapping
My nigga what's happening
Stuff ya face with my first if you wanna keep yapping
My nigga what's happening
Stuff some money in safes with my brodie right next me
Gave him hundreds today
He brought back investments
Among some other things
Oh fuck I think that's a wedding ring
Married to the game you go hustle today
Bring all the respect back
Make yo momma proud today
Put a plate on her table so fierce God couldn't bless that
Couldn't check that
But he checking my figures they checking out
On a job only three days but a fierce amount
To keep the people happy
Fuck letting em down
Have you seen the gains
Every time the arms go and give a lil flex
I been holding cities
But I been paying back debts
The weight of relief sometimes be bigger than stress
So I wanna watch em all fall
Watch a few burn
Took some Psyches so crazy
You would see too that it's my turn
I just wanted friendship
Wanted that stupid ass fantasy shit
I understand that ain't no manly shit
But I was doing my job
And stealing yo family bitch
You want me dead either way
I don't understand you bitch
Benny go make a lil beat
And the soul that he steals is always mine
I don't even need the beat
Fuck it he don't even need the rhymes
I'm just waiting till we in Europe
With the kids tryna figure how to pass the time
We can get fucked up all day in tiny shops
Maybe sip sum wine
We can get fucked up all day in tiny shops
Maybe sip sum wine
Fuck an influence when they let you down
Who wanna be a Lord
The queen died and my people free
I'm tryna find the sword
To pull from the stone and deliver us all
From the hell that'll come in the storm
To be a king cause my family wasn't
I'm tryna break a curse
I'm trying to really get it cause we never had it
And I'd still steal from my momma's purse
Till I got the work and bought her 3 more
With expensive fur
How I got the nerve
How she held me down when I was relapsing
I think I'm still a piece a shit
Calls every Sunday she knowing every play
She never sick of it
Coming to see the mansion
Maybe stay the summer
I'm tryna take hella pics
Film to the digital or paper the money
I'm needing to afford all her fits
Christmas is here again
She need a lil spoiling asking for gifts again
Glad that I fixed sum of the problems I caused as a kid
I'll come take a trip again
I miss you I need you
Sometimes I be tweaking
In a chill ass lil spot that be all about freedom
And got my lil freedom
But what be the meaning
Two thousand miles away from the person I love
I jus be relapsing
Do a lil line of the K
Into my mental I'm tapping
I keep it together and make fantasy happen
They call that manifesting
I call it a Lordship
Cause a nigga ain't average
They call that manifesting
I call it a Lordship
Cause a nigga ain't average



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Writer(s): Andrew Anderson
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