Hard Liquor

Feel like I'm on acid
I'm failing my classes
Been slaying these dragons all over this mountain
My life been a battle you know with depression
Been fighting that shit since I was 11
You can't hurt my feelings I do that myself
Could not understand it, the cutting it helps
The blade on my skin is the pen to the page
And the weight of the world is resting on me

The rest of the world has problems I know
I need me a doctor to get me some help
But what would that do except get me some pills
Or put in a room with four padded walls

Can't talk to nobody, I know whats gon' happen
They'll tell me I'm crazy and call me a mad man
This anxiety is gon' eat me alive
I'm scared of the dark so I cannot hide

I'm spiting words out faster then my brain works
you don't understand anything that you heard
I think that they know and I know what they think
I must be on dope I should see me a shrink

But fuck what they tell me
Fuck what they think
Maybe I'm crazy
Maybe I stink
Fuck all they haters that told me to quit I'm still out here bending the bars that I spit
Just sit there astonished and thowing a fit
While I'm making hit, after hit, after hit
I'll put me through college then my fucking kids
From money I make off returning this diss

Yeah an album and a song and now you call me back
Sent a picture in ya thong and thought I wanted that
Yeah I been moving on I been getting cash
But you still got my name tatted on your ass

Still Feel like I'm on acid
And failing my classes
Done slayed all the dragons all over this mountain
The shit that I wanted I made it all happen
So fuck my depression and forget the sadness
You can't hurt my feelings I do that myself
Never understand that, the cutting it helps
The blade on my skin is the pen to the page
And the weight of the world is resting on me

The rest of the world has problems I know
I need me a doctor to get me some help
But what would that do except get me some pills
Or put in a room with four padded walls
Can't talk to nobody, I know whats gon' happen
They'll tell me I'm crazy and call me a mad man
This anxiety is gon' eat me alive
I'm scared of the dark so I cannot hide

I'm spiting words out faster then my brain works
You don't understand anything that you heard
I think that they know and I know what they think
I must be on dope I should just get a shrink

I murdered the beat and I turned to a savage
Don't act surprised you knew this would happen
You left me to die and I'm back with a vengeance
I'll see you in hell after I sell my records
The devil himself could not teach me a lesson
Don't ask for help, put your voice on suppression
I'm not here to talk so don't bother with questions,
The shit that you did I'm never forgetting

You did me dirty
Fuck you for that
I'm leaving this city
I'm not looking back
I learned every lesson that it had to offer
So don't put your trust in somebody so awful
And don't give a fuck if it's somebodys daughter
If they do you wrong you treat them as hostile
And only get stronger in time for the slaughter
I gotta go
I'm tired of stalling



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Writer(s): Zac Mullaly
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