I Could Ask For the Truth But You Lie In Dust

You can lay me to rest now
I've given up
Done with showing my best self
The real has won
Got a trophy on vinyl
My brain is spun
Once my tank was on full
Now down to E-nough
Getting clean got the lines out
But stains are tough
And the muscles will show that
Self will's unjust
Might be easy to say
But what's done has crushed me
I could ask for the truth
But you lie in dust

Came out chirping, hard to swallow
As I sip on baby bottles
Tied my shoes into a pot hole
Think I'm trippin, now my tabs due
When your problems turn colossal
Getting used to this new costume
Can I still be your apostle
I don't even fucking know you

Well I still love you, and in part I hate you
Sour on my tastebuds, but deep down I'm still grapefruit
I mean I'm grate full
Like the cheese filled up the plate
And now I can't tell you from cartoons
Hope you find yourself soon

Honesty
Is getting on my nerves
Nobody can tell the truth
Honesty
It isn't even hard
The lies are what will burry you

You can lay me to rest now
I've given up
Done with showing my best self
The real has won
Got a trophy on vinyl
My brain is spun
Once my tank was on full
Now down to E-nough
Getting clean got the lines out
But stains are tough
And the muscles will show that
Self will's unjust
Might be easy to say
But what's done has crushed me
I could ask for the truth
But you lie in dust

You're not gonna get your lunch
Because you're walking out of line
And I don't think law is necessary
Each their own is crime
Respect and trust, when one is given
One you gotta earn
But both can be taken away
Way faster than a sperm swims

Turn in
Loose ends
Burn 'em
Be grim
Cut, trim
Mourning
Regret
Break in
Now somebody is leakin'
They're not gonna keep your secrets
When family's harmed and both our brother's seizing
You're laughing

Break your smile, what is real
And do you even care
When all that glitters might be gold
That gold don't raise a hair
Flexing over loving
Who you've been with since the stairs
From the bottom to the top
Every day, then leave 'em bare

In a bear trap
What's that
No cap
Some rats
Years since you
Left that
Flash back
No sash
Medal
Of honor
To who we
Dub fathers
Will teach you some
But if you
Take medals
Off shelves and
Pedestals, no fooling 'em

I just wanted to make this song
Because it seems impossible to talk to you
Whenever I try to bring this up, you just smile
And it's the ugliest smile I've ever seen
Not ugly in how you look, but what I know is underneath
What you're not saying
If this is family
Then why don't you just say it