Feel Okay

I was lying through my teeth
Every time I tell you that I'm okay
I put a smile on my face
But we know that it is so fake
An if I act a certain way
It's mean no time to take a break
And I just have a funny feeling

I was lying through my teeth
Every time I tell you that I'm okay
I put a smile on my face
But we know that it is so fake
An if I act a certain way
It's mean no time to take a break
And I just have a funny feeling
Always itching at my brain

I write inside a journal every day
To help me feel okay
But I guess it doesn't work
Cause I'm not feeling fucking okay
And I thought if I told them how I felt
It might take all the pain away
But I'm still fighting battles in my brain
Just like any other day
Every other day I find another fucking way
I don't know what I'm doing with my pain
And I am not okay
I said and every other day I find another fucking way
I don't know what I'm doing with my pain
And I am not okay

I get up every single day
With so many thoughts inside of my brain
It can never change
I just want the pain to go away
I just need the day to feel okay
But it's way too late
Only thing that help
Is a hit from the pen all fucking day
I always try to find a way to get away
But it follows me in every way
And it shows like a display
So I don't blame you for wanting
To stay away from all the weight
And all I'm wishing for in life
Is just to feel some fucking great

I said I'm straight
I know most of you can relate
But the devil got another plate
To add to all the weight
Every day I try to find a way
To get me the best fate
Thinking about it I don't know
What's happening inside my brain
And I keep searching for a way
To feel okay but nothing seems to stop the pain
And all the thoughts will always find a way
To haunt me in every way

I was lying through my teeth
Every time I tell you that I'm okay
I put a smile on my face
But we know that it is so fake
An if I act a certain way
It means it's time to take a break
And I just have a funny feeling
Always itching at my brain

I get up every single day
With so many thoughts inside of my brain
It can never change I just want the pain to go away
I just need the day to feel okay
But it's way too late
Only thing that help
Is a hit from the pen all fucking day
I always try to find a way to get away
But it follows me in every way
And it shows like a display
So I don't blame you for wanting
To stay away from all the weight
And all I'm wishing for in life
Is just to feel so fucking great



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Writer(s): Nickolas Nazarov
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