Tense Events

Resurrection of my pen
Spark the La
Inspiration high
Connected lines to touch a life while shaping mine
I said I'm shaping mine
In due time
Resurrection of my pen
Spark the La
Inspiration high
Connected lines to touch a life while shaping mine
I said I'm shaping mine

So many real events I'm thumbing through with
Before that Chevy turned into a Buick
Before I found my wife
I loved myself, then formed the Union
Had to suck at love to get me to it
My saving grace, learned to face the music
Draft a couple scripts to fiddle from remember this
Before my nigga Gil convinced me it ain't shit to take a piss outside your residence
Addressing this, it's like I never lived before that moment
Moms was strict and held me to her closest through the motions
Seen the most of lows before the highs could glimmer in
But she kept her spirit
Was her radiance that she emit that kept me here
We optimistic
We'll get through the year
I hear you
But couldn't bring myself to feel you after graduation
Lot of changes, little wages
Ain't no savings on them banking statements
Still you found a way, fulfilled our days
So to my dying one, I'll write me sum to pave a way
Word

Another session with my pen
Spark the La
Inspiration high
Connected lines to touch a life while saving mine
Please
I said I'm saving mine
I'm trying
Another session with my pen
Spark the La
Inspiration high
Connected lines to touch a life while saving mine
I said I'm saving mine

Fear the loathing cause they hungry
Try to piece you up to your demise
No serving size or trays
These niggas on a race, taking orders out everyday
Rob you blind if you don't watch yourself and who around
But desperation fazed me
So on consignment, it was me, my cousin trying to hustle up a couple dollars
Bagging dimes for profit
Shawty hit my lineup for deliver
This just the second time I kicked it with her
But the money mission clouded all my judgement
She took us in, sat us down, said she'll be back, she got to grab some money
That's when them niggas run in
Ironed up
Stomped me and cuz
I'm seeing blood
Like 5 on 2
A sudden move would be our final one
Yo, niggas killed for less and worked the time with no regrets
Ain't nothing worth an early ticket up them pearly steps
That's why I count my blessings
We thugged it out
I paid the plug
Now everyday just more amazing since I'm waking up

This just a lesson through my pen
Sparked the La
Keep my praises high
Leave my thanks to God I made it out alive
I said I'm still alive