Misunderstood

I've been praying, I've been waiting
I don't get why nobody gets what I'm saying
I've been losing, I can't do it
Honestly I really feel like I'ma lose it
Everybody hates me, it's driving me crazy
I can't pinpoint the reasons I'm feeling this way lately
I'm so empty, can I have some friends please
Feels like I'm in hell
They all want me dead and it's got me in my head
I ain't feeling well

In the mirror see my face, thinking how I'm in this place
And I know I'm only here because of my own fucking ways
Feel like I'm a waste, I'm just counting down the days
Thinking bout my grave, cause I know that's where I'll lay

Everybody's saying I'm dramatic
I can't have it, everything feels static
Somebody just take my heart and hold it, fucking stab it
They say that I'm awful, they can see it in my eyes
We the ones they muffle, while they filling us with lies
Honestly I cannot wait until the day I die
I know that ain't right

But I can't keep living like this, death trying to give me a kiss
Number one on reaper's list, I feel sick and feverish
My own thoughts are killing me, ain't no way of healing me
I hurt myself willingly, no one would be missing me
And that's got me upset, I'm filled with regret
Would rather be dead than stuck in my head
Telling me to take a breath, but I'm seeing red
My gravestone is set, so let's make a bet

I've been praying, I've been waiting
I don't get why nobody gets what I'm saying
I've been losing, I can't do it
Honestly I really feel like I'ma lose it
I'm so empty, can I have some friends please
Feels like I'm in hell
They all want me dead and it's got me in my head
I ain't feeling well
I've been praying, I've been waiting
I don't get why nobody gets what I'm saying
I've been losing, I can't do it
Honestly I really feel like I'ma lose it
I'm so empty, can I have some friends please
Feels like I'm in hell
They all want me dead and it's got me in my head
I ain't feeling well



Credits
Writer(s): Keith Zazzi
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