Chasing Ghosts

Pictures from December
Whole family got together
And you were wearing that same black tee
That you always loved
I know you won't remember
Cause i'm already 18
And I can't remember the last time
I saw you healthy

I can't decide
If I love you or hate you
So i'll just do both at the same damn time
Childhood: basement
Parents: wasted
No more love to give
I'll never be myself again
I'll never love myself again
I'll never love myself again

Chasing ghosts
I feel like i'm alone
Inside my head
As I try to keep quiet
"I never left"
"I'm still right here"
I look around
And no one is near
Indescribable silence

I can't decide
If I love you or hate you
So i'll just do both at the same damn time
Childhood: basement
Parents: wasted
No more love to give
I'll never love myself again
I'll never love myself again

I'll never love myself again
Love myself again

I can't decide
If I love you or hate you
So i'll just do both at the same damn time
Childhood: basement
Parents: wasted
No more love to give
I'll never be myself again
I'll never love myself again
And I can't decide
If I love you or hate you
So i'll just do both at the same damn time
Childhood: basement
Parents: wasted
No more love to give
I'll never
I'll never
I'll never
Oh, again
Never



Credits
Writer(s): Meric Gabrielson
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