Bottom of the Barrel

I really came from the bottom, piss bottom
This guy will, show you how to piss proper
If I mistake your kindness for hate, I'm still kinda
In my bag from days when I still got nada
I done did all the things I thought were proper
I was wrong, I'm still at zero after hours
Still at zero after days
I'm still tryna figure out how to get out of this barrel that I'm caught up in
Hold up quick, I roll my spliff
And try to get as high as the clouds, high as can get
Still tryna get lit, I'm finding my niche
I still pray everyday that I'm here
I still pray everyday I live

I still pray everyday that I take a breath
I'm still sane, or I think I am
I've been through it all, but this hurts the most
You put your all into this and then it crumbles it up
I still pray for better days
Cause I wanna see better days
Still remember sweating plays
Now I get em all, but I feel the same

Fuck I cannot deal with this shit, it's stuck in my head again
Happier than happy and sadly I can't enjoy this shit
Something fucking up my brain, and I can't shake this shit
I pray and pray and pray again, just praying for an answer, yes
Still ain't got an answer yet
Stressed, upset, but won't admit my head too thick
Your words they miss, admit defeat that's the worst it gets
Words don't mean nothing to me, you might as well go show it then
Everybody say to reach out, till it's they phone I hit
Alone again, fighting in this war zone
Hoping I get close and win, if I don't win
I'm stuck inside this trance I'm in
Team told me don't worry, I'll be back, but that ain't facts
I'm still solo and I'm down for the pin
I'm getting real dark thoughts nowadays
Hoping I can just break out this cage
Hoping that it don't end this way
Need help but my ego won't let me speak

I still pray everyday that I take a breath
I'm still sane, or I think I am
I've been through it all, but this hurts the most
You put your all into this and then it crumbles it up
I still pray for better days
Cause I wanna see better days
Still remember sweating plays
Now I get em all, but I feel the same



Credits
Writer(s): Dylan Daponte
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