lost again

When I'm sick and sore
You just tell me you want more
When I'm finally able to give you what you need
You tell me you don't need me
Feels like I'm lost again
I thought I'd finally left the feelin behind
Feels like I'm lost again yeah I really need you
I really need you
Here by my side
Here by my side
Here by my side
Here by my side
Constantly fighting against
All these enemies in my bed
But when I go to work
All you do is fuck w my head
I'm so sick and tired of all of this fighting
I just thought that I could bring a little light in
This place is so dark wish that I could burn it
Wish that I could turn it around or learn from it
But now I'm all on the carpet it's got me in my feelings
I'm just tryna get away to get me into some healin
Cuz I am in a deep hole
One that you've dug
Let's get together maybe but under a steeple
It's called a church i know ur not the brightest people
And when you learn to love everything is feeble
When ur tryna to get me on your side
You call down look around find me I'm that guy
Not anymore
All your smiles and laughters a lie
Not anymore
Fuck em all I'm done w that life
I don't really wanna be here
I don't really wanna see you
I just wanna get outside and lose all of the fear of you
Everyday is a breaking heart
Each day is a big wave Underwater
Swimming to the surface for a fresh start
Fighting for my life it's a martial art
Man I feel like Rock Lee but the music is my art
You are just a copy and I'm the real thing
Can't paste your life that is unappealing
Say I won't be shit to my face brush off
I won't take that hit as of late i will write u off
I'm not gonna see u anymore
Nah
I ain't gonna see u anymore
I know it's kinda hard cuz I'm easy to adore
Visions of hell man it's such an eyesore
Working next to you not what I stand for
All the time I wasted
Repainted
You're jaded
And hated
I think I'm just a tainted mess
I blink you're gone and faded
Thinking I'm good but I'm lying to me
I'm still stuck under piles of greed
I need to escape this jest
My god is calling me to rest
And at the end of it all I finally got out of hell
Like Wendy and Danny at the old hotel
Somethings coming for me but now I'm ready to go
Throw whoever u want and I'll fight em all in a row
When I'm sick and sore
You just tell me you want more
When I'm finally able to give you what you need
You tell me you don't need me
Feels like I'm lost again
I thought I'd finally left the feelin behind
Feels like I'm lost again yeah I really need you
I really need you
Woah
Yeah
I'm on the edge of my life right now
I'm tryna get away from the knife right now
Constantly fighting against
All these enemies in my bed
But when I go to work
All they do is fuck with my head