Heavy

(The whole 20)

I've gotten heavy, nobody wanna told me up
Ain't asking for help, I'm stubborn and I know myself
I've gotten heavy, nobody wanna hold me up
Ain't asking for help, I should be strong enough to do it myself

But I haven't slept in weeks, not a wink
It must be all the drink
Yeah, it keeps me up
Makes me think, too much too deep
I'm too young to feel this shit
I wonder how I can hold my breath (one, two, three, four)

I think the sky looks pretty
Even though the weather's shitty
I bet you right now
That behind all the clouds are blue
I'm telling you
I think there's hope up there for me
Maybe I can finally meet Amy
Just gotta get out of this old city

Trying to relax, kick back put on the TV
Gave up on myself, started writing my CV
And Jackie didn't help
She's always talking money this and money that
Get a job instead of sitting 'round and getting fat

I haven't slept in weeks, not a wink
It must be all the drink (drink)
Yeah, it keeps me up
Makes me think, too much too deep
I'm too young to feel this shit
I wonder how long I can hold my breath (one, two, three, four)

I think the sky looks pretty
Even though the weather's shitty
I bet you right now
That behind all the clouds are blue
I'm telling you
I think there's hope up there for me
Maybe I can finally meet Amy
Just gotta get out of this old city

What's meant to be will be
If I go under, don't save me
I'm not afraid, no, I'm not afraid
'Cause I bet I'll get played, better get paid
Send it to my momma and my family estate
Hit a billion plays, Label gets paid
From another dead singer, but now you know my name

I think the sky looks pretty (but now you know my name)
Even though the weather's shitty (let it)
I bet you right now
That behind all the clouds are blue (behind all the clouds are blue, baby)
I'm telling you
I think there's hope up there for me (hope up there for me)
Maybe I can finally meet Amy (meet Amy)
Just gotta get out of this old city (gotta get out)

Got to get out
Got to get out
Don't wanna be here anymore