Product Of Karma

Losing interest in life
Promise I aint suicidal but im ready to die
Keep asking why huh
Like I don't know the reasons
I know a part of me accepted what I wish I defeated
Im still the same
I feel like its a bad thing
Been loyal to my roots
Simultaneously adapting
Looking for that sweet spot
Like a bat swing
Running til my knees pop
What could that mean?

Maybe if I learned some proper love I wouldn't hate so
Maybe if I learn to give a fuck I could relate too
Maybe I should grow up
Maybe I should grow up
Maybe im a product of karma I took the blame for
Maybe none of this is my fault & I need to pray more
Maybe I should grow up
Maybe I should grow up

Cause life aint never pay me no mind
This bitch keep on giving me problems
Since day one, they made one
Been holding on to the trauma
I can't front I got stuck on the idea to pop them
They sold me stories about heaven
But im stuck at the bottom

So watch me reach it on my own
Quiero estar en paz y nada mas seguir mi corazon
Nunca vale la pena, todo que siento se pega
Mis dias como chiquito y los de mas que me quedan

Been making me feel like I really shouldn't hate so
Maybe if I learn to give a fuck I could relate too
Maybe I should grow up
Maybe I should grow up
Maybe im a product of karma I took the blame for
Maybe none of this is my fault & I need to pray more
Maybe I should grow up
Maybe I should grow up

Im fucking sick of this filter
Been holding on to so much shit
I watched my soul turn to litter
Don't fucking ask why im bitter
Bitch imma keep it a buck
These back-to-back betrayals from the only people I've loved
It fucking sucks huh?
Never knowing what's real
Question everything that's given
I don't know how to feel
I need some time alone, im stressing
Thats my only appeal
Don't wanna hurt them too impulsive
Make me go for the kill
I search for balance, probably die if I ain't learn how to chill
Probably have a better life if all my won'ts turn to wills
But I won't let them back inside I swear that door has been sealed
Yeah my brain im healing it still

So watch me do this on my own
Quiero estar en paz y nada mas seguir mi corazón
Nunca vale la pena, todo que siento se pega
Mis dias como chiquitio y los de mas queue me quedan

Been making me feel like I really shouldn't hate so
Maybe if I learn to give a fuck I could relate too
Maybe I should grow up
Maybe I should grow up
Maybe im a product of karma I took the blame for
Maybe none of this is my fault & I need to pray more
Maybe I should grow up
Maybe I should grow up



Credits
Writer(s): Leonardo Serafin
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