Insomniac

These days I can't go to sleep
I count my blessings endlessly
I see you're pain and fucking weep
This contradiction constantly
I fucking feel like Constantine
These toxic thoughts are haunting me
Like where's the love unconsciously
Can't find the calm I'm lost at sea

I learned to go to sleep with all these thoughts since I was twelve
And now my demons passing on and I feel like I'm in a cell
I'm in a tomb I'm in a place I think I used up my mistakes
Give me a break my mind will ache a thousand ills my heart can take

So now its time for my bad decisions
Now my head wont fucking listen
Episodes in this fucking prison
Toxic thoughts and indecision
Insomniac
Heart so cold and I can't react
See it there and my mind goes black
But I can't complain let my mind attack
Let my mind detach

So now its time for my bad decisions
Now my head wont fucking listen
Episodes in this fucking prison
Toxic thoughts and indecision
Insomniac
Heart so cold and I can't react
See it there and my mind goes black
But I can't complain let my mind attack
Let my mind detach for sure



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Writer(s): Jarid Paul
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