Single Mom, Frustrated Son

I ain't tryna be
I ain't tryna be what I saw last week
I just wanted you to know when ya ask me
That everything's alright
I ain't tryna be
I ain't tryna be what I saw last week
I just wanted you to know when ya ask me
That everything's alright

Everything ok?
Everything alright?
I ain't tryna waste your time
I just want a see if you fine damn
You don't even hit my line damn
I didn't raise a shy man
You should of followed my plan
But you followed ya dad damn
We both got phones but we don't even speak
Every time I call you always eating or sleeping
Always cancel plans on the day that we meeting
You can't even spend ya fucking time on the weekend
That's fucked up right?
I'm not a perfect human, can I fuck up twice?
Even with all the disputing I still raised you right
I know you think it's stupid but I gave you a life
A wonderful life
New clothes, new phones
New games, toy planes
All just for you
And this that shit that I be getting return
I just hope we learn cause

I ain't tryna be
I ain't tryna be what I saw last week
I just wanted you to know when ya ask me
That everything's alright
I ain't tryna be
I ain't tryna be what I saw last week
I just wanted you to know when ya ask me
That everything's alright

I know that it a be better if I saw you more
But I swear the child support
The only thing that you call me for
Complain I'm never there but when I'm there
You just argue more
Why the fuck you got me started for?
I know I'm not supposed to speak to you that tone
I miss the old days in our first damn home
I know you raised the boy but the boy now grown
Of course you gave me wings, let me fly on my own
I know you think it's easy but its complicated
Contemplating all the fucking thoughts I done had lately
You like a old Honda cause you just drive me crazy
You don't think I love you but I think about you daily
And that's a fact, take my heart, break it apart
And I spill it in these raps
And I wish we still in intact
And I wish we could go back
But we can't and it hurts
But this has to work momma

I ain't tryna be
I ain't tryna be what I saw last week
I just wanted you to know when ya ask me
That everything's alright
I ain't tryna be
I ain't tryna be what I saw last week
I just wanted you to know when ya ask me
That everything's alright



Credits
Writer(s): Cristian Menard
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