CONDITIONALLY

lately, i don't buckle in while i'm driving
i never planned, on being here this long i'm trying
to say the least
i'm in pieces
anxiety
depression creeping
pain increasing
wanna be numb now
god i'm feinin
but i'm fine now

it's crazy to me
you believe these things you say
when some years ago
you would hold me when i'd lay with you
when i was hurting and i needed you
to love me, unconditionally
now you look at me differently

your love is conditional
your hate is intentional
i spent so much time
trying to make you think right
i can't go change your mind
and it's really not my job to try
mutilated my body cause you fucked with my mind
and you didn't think twice
about the tears i would cry
i'm dramatic, i'm disgusting
heard that a couple times
and you didn't give a fuck
about that thing with that guy
cause you never gave a fuck
unless it was something that you liked

to say the least
i'm in pieces
anxiety
depression creeping
pain decreasing
yeah i'm numb now
i was feinin
so fucking high now
so fucking high now

fucking crazy to know
you really do these things you do
when a long time ago
you said "i love you for you"
you wiped my tears
i really needed you
to love me, unconditionally
let down consistently

lately, i don't buckle in when i'm driving
i never planned, on being here this long i'm trying



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Writer(s): Tara Rinas
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