Fading Away

You can't be so quick to judge man you know
You never know what somebody going through
You nah mean
Real life
Renegade

Don't know what to do
With the shit I'm going through
Cause it feels like I'm fading away
Why the devil trying take me today
Not today Ay ay ayyyyy
Cause I'm holding on
But I don't know how much long
Cause it feels like I'm fading away
Think the devil trying take me today
Not today Ay ay ayyyyy

Picture me rolling Down a highway filled with Loneliness
Full of emotions and I'm stressing and I can't Express
But I do my best
To try to make it but with no Success
Keep on smiling but inside a nigga real Depressed
And they wanna kick me while I'm down
Fuck it be my guess
But dont be surprisedWhen buillets fly
Now you know the Rest
It's 4th and inches on the goal line so we gotta press
And you never know when's it's your time
Cause you cant run from Death
Caught me slipping I ain't talking cause I plead the fifth
Been used to ryding by myself so I don't need a lift
I'm moving differently
And you can keep all your sorriness and your Sympathy
Don't really mean shit to me
Look my past history
A troubled man to say the least
Battles within in myself trying channel my inner Peace
Either famine or feast
Gotta find a way out these Streets
Devil all on my back
Bout to snap
Like give me my strap
That's how I react

Don't know what to do
With the shit I'm going through
Cause it feels like I'm fading away
Why the devil trying take me today
Not today Ay ay ayyyyy
Cause I'm holding on
But I don't know how much long
Cause it feels like I'm fading away
Think the devil trying take me today
Not today Ay ay ayyyyy

And who are you to judge me nigga couldn't walk a Mile
In my shoes cause what I been threw man is Fucking Wild
Once was feeling all alone like an only child
And I was always messing up
But still my momma proud Experiences I done learned
But know the Game Now
And others cities show more Luv
Then your hometown
Cause when they see you coming up
They wanna bring you down
Throw you In the water with no vest and hope you drown
But I'm a tread through that shit like I'm Leon Phelps
Y'all going against the undisputed y'all don't get no belts
And y'all ain't never felt that pain y'all ain't get those whelps
Y'all what we call them house niggas we was in the fields
Cause dam I took a lot of risk for them Dollar Bills
Harder to make it to the top when you climbing Hills
Trying suppress all of my issues got me popping pills
And cracking seals
And sometimes you might hurt and it feels
Like it never Heals

Don't know what to do
With the shit I'm going through
Cause it feels like I'm fading away
Why the devil trying take me today
Not today Ay ay ayyyyy
Cause I'm holding on
But I don't know how much long
Cause it feels like I'm fading away
Think the devil trying take me today
Not today Ay ay ayyyyy



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Writer(s): Julian Hubbard
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