Absentminded

New school, new me, new problems
Don't have the tools to solve them
Teachers, I can't involve them
Cuz they don't know what the fuck to do

I can't focus, I'm still adjusting
Trying to do, make moves end the suffering
Trying to keep my brother's spirits up
Getting treated like shit, I can't make this shit up

Hard heads make a soft ass and
Can I talk to you before class
It's urgent, I've been struggling
Some things can never be said

Teachers don't understand us
Make us mark up pages, planners
Till we're on police scanners
Thinking they could be the answer

They analyze, they grade us
They're ignorance degrades us
We can't decide our majors
The governments, the slavers
Identities split like, Montana
Wigs get snatched hey, Hannah
Can't get over the hill, no Cypress
Attending class, in the void lifeless

I'm about to break
Is this all a mistake
I can't rely on I, till I, lie in my grave
Salvation is saved, I just might get denied
When I arrive at the gates
Is this all a mistake
I can't rely on I, till I, lie in my grave
Salvation escaped, I doubt that I survived
That damage I take

I know what you all are thinking
The man you see jumped in the deep end
My mind changes with the seasons
I drown my ego till I leap then
I fucking saved it, can't let it die, that's human nature
Pour gas on the flames, then I fuel my anger
Shit went downhill with his life in danger
Hung up my feelings till I broke the hanger
Can't cry out for help cause no one answers
Found out too late, couldn't avoid the cancer
Suppressed the depress, cause teachers make shit worse

They analyze, they grade us
They're ignorance degrades us
We can't decide our majors
The governments, the slavers
Identities split like, Montana
Wigs get snatched hey, Hannah
Can't get over the hill, no Cypress
Attending class, in the void lifeless

There's shit I couldn't shake
Liquor to ease the pain
Sun rays feel just like rain
I guess, I felt something
There's shit I couldn't shake
Liquor to ease the pain
Hide my tears, disassociate
Lil' bitch, this ain't nothing new
There's shit I couldn't shake
Liquor to ease the pain
Sun rays feel just like rain
I guess, I felt something
There's shit I couldn't shake
Liquor to ease the pain
Hide my tears, disassociate
Little bitch, this ain't nothing new

I'm about to break
Is this all a mistake
I can't rely on I, till I, lie in my grave
Salvation is saved, I just might get denied
When I arrive at the gates
Is this all a mistake
I can't rely on I, till I, lie in my grave
Salvation escaped, I doubt that I survived
That damage I take



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Writer(s): Mark Thomas
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