Alive
You can see the fear in my eyes right now
Guess that's how I know that I'm alive right now
Every single night wonder how I'ma die
When I meet a woman is she ride or die
Always wonder if she'll be there by my side
Always feel conflicted like I can't decide
Lay awake at night sometimes I fantasize
About how life would be if I was up right now
(Yeah if I was up right now)
It's not that I wanna die I just don't wanna be alive
This world ain't the vibe I got no will to survive
Let my lungs stop breathing, let my heart stop beating
I'd rather rot six feet in before I keep on breathing
When life has lost all meaning how do I keep on seeming
Like everything is fine like everything is okay
When everything is crumbling how do I keep from numbing
Succumbing to the darkness within my mind
You can see the fear in my eyes right now
Guess that's how I know that I'm alive right now
Every single night wonder how I'ma die
When I meet a woman is she ride or die
Always wonder if she'll be there by my side
Always feel conflicted like I can't decide
Lay awake at night sometimes I fantasize
About how life would be if I was up right now
(Yeah if I was up right now)
It's not all the time that I feel like this It's not all the time that I feel useless
Just most the time that I feel like this I don't wanna live my life like this
Something's got to give I can't take more of this
Something's got to give or I'm gonna look to the abyss
One single song will make me start to reminisce
These are memories I don't wanna think about
Guess that's how I know that I'm alive right now
Every single night wonder how I'ma die
When I meet a woman is she ride or die
Always wonder if she'll be there by my side
Always feel conflicted like I can't decide
Lay awake at night sometimes I fantasize
About how life would be if I was up right now
(Yeah if I was up right now)
It's not that I wanna die I just don't wanna be alive
This world ain't the vibe I got no will to survive
Let my lungs stop breathing, let my heart stop beating
I'd rather rot six feet in before I keep on breathing
When life has lost all meaning how do I keep on seeming
Like everything is fine like everything is okay
When everything is crumbling how do I keep from numbing
Succumbing to the darkness within my mind
You can see the fear in my eyes right now
Guess that's how I know that I'm alive right now
Every single night wonder how I'ma die
When I meet a woman is she ride or die
Always wonder if she'll be there by my side
Always feel conflicted like I can't decide
Lay awake at night sometimes I fantasize
About how life would be if I was up right now
(Yeah if I was up right now)
It's not all the time that I feel like this It's not all the time that I feel useless
Just most the time that I feel like this I don't wanna live my life like this
Something's got to give I can't take more of this
Something's got to give or I'm gonna look to the abyss
One single song will make me start to reminisce
These are memories I don't wanna think about
Credits
Writer(s): Jordan Orchard
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