BLUFF

I can't absolve your plan
(but) I long for where you're goin'
I hope you check up on me from time to time
It's awful to hear you now
Where you been? Don't be long
And I know, you got so much to lose
Even if you call my name there's nothing I can do

So if I hit you to fuck I don't want nun' rough
Need someone new now to call when I'm up
Tell me it's nothing I know that it's hear
I found some love in my deepest of fears
If you hit me to fuck I don't want you to stay
I can't keep wakin' up feeling this way
I just want peace I can't find it in you
I'd fuck myself but you'd still call me rude

And I'll dump my needs, find love in you
I'll find out where you're going later
Call my bluff, it's nothing if I lose again
I might as well just try

Catch up, where you goin'?
Don't you force my hand
I'll bleed when it's over, don't you understand?
Won't you understand?

(save me, save me)
If I gave my all to you like you want me to
Would you know my struggle now?
Would you hold my hand 'til I drown?
If I gave my all to you like you want me to
Would I drown?

And I'll dump my needs, find love in you
I'll find out where you're going later
Call my bluff, it's nothing if I lose again
I might as well just try