Staunch

Shit just feels soo wrong
But i ain't wrong
So i won't right it
Rather lay it down inside that sheet
It's better writing about it
Let the whole world know
that am still kicking in this rap Shit
Lately i been numbing
Cause shit ain't easy
Inside my family
Brother got two strikes
And he was breathing with his wounds still
Couldn't held myself the first time
When i saw him bleeding
I thought that wasn't over B
I thought you weren't gonna leave me
Shit just feels soo wrong
But i ain't wrong
So i won't right it
Rather lay it down inside that sheet
It's better writing about it
Let the whole world know
that am still kicking in this rap Shit
Lately i been numbing
Cause shit ain't easy
Inside my family
Brother got two strikes
And he was breathing with his wounds still
Couldn't held myself the first time
When i saw him bleeding
I thought that wasn't over B
I thought you weren't gonna leave

Never saw my brother cry
That shit got me traumatized
Big B was down and bleeding out
Staunched all blood with old fabrics
We ain't suppose to call no ambulance
That shit was gonn' be homicide
Big brother was a murderer
He robbed strangers from out of town
But still he didn't gave a fuck
He went on hide shit from us
Pain and hurt
His only prize
Strong and smart
That's who he was
Used to do more than enough
Just for us to have enough
Momma thought he acted out
But really big B just died for us
Everything he did for us
While father was still around
Doing nothing
Just chilling out
So far he got nerve to talk
Saying things like we ain't nothing Or we gonn' end up in the jail
Or end up in that tomb
Exactly like our brother or straight like our cousin Tim
Cause B and Tim
They made a great team
That's why father hating
Cause he ain't got no things
Shit just hard to digest ey
Let's just call it progress ey
Or maybe hard process ey
If i drop a theme just know that shit is for my brothers
R.I.P my idols
We both lost them in the summer
And i've been praying hard for them
To get some space in heaven
I know they were good
But shit was hard for them to take in
Especially Tim
Man Tim was on 'em great things
But i wish shit was different
Maybe Tim will still be here

Shit just feels soo wrong
But i ain't wrong
So i won't right it
Rather lay it down inside that sheet
It's better writing about it
Let the whole world know
that am still kicking in this rap Shit
Lately i been numbing
Cause shit ain't easy
Inside my family
Brother got two strikes
And he was breathing with his wounds still
Couldn't held myself the first time
When i saw him bleeding
I thought that wasn't over B
I thought you weren't gonna leave me
Shit just feels soo wrong
But i ain't wrong
So i won't right it
Rather lay it down inside that sheet
It's better writing about it
Let the whole world know
that am still kicking in this rap Shit
Lately i been numbing
Cause shit ain't easy
Inside my family
Brother got two strikes
And he was breathing with his wounds still
Couldn't held myself the first time
When i saw him bleeding
I thought that wasn't over B
I thought you weren't gonna leave me



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Writer(s): Lungani Ntini
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