Mirrors

You're trying to choke what's left behind
Your life's as fucked up as in the movies you don't like
Just without all those happy endings
Your face shot in a closeup, your head wrapped in a letter
And you wish this was this place, a better you, not faking smiles

I feel like you always knew that
You don't want to lose it, you need to get through this
You're escalating inside
You want to control it, taking this step's gonna prove it

And if you call for, I will put it on my shoulders
Yes, I know you want to change
But I guess, you're gonna do it on a different day
And I just know that situation is so bad
You better be without these fears, so stop pretending
When the world weighs heavily

Believe in your integrity
Now, seeing all these postcards on your walls, thinking back when
You were so excited, your heart is beating faster
And memories are floating through your mind
Soaking all your precious time

Try to remove it
Got nothing to prove it
You don't want to lose it
You need to get through this
A moment to hold on
You've struggled for so long
But anyway, all bets were off and you knew this

And if you call for, I will put it on my shoulders
Yes, I know you want to change
But I guess, you're gonna do it on a different day
And I just know that situation is so bad
You better be without these fears, so stop pretending
When the world weighs heavily

You face a long ride, playing through
This scene's a nightmare, talking to
Your friends, they've spent a lot
This mirror knows just nothing about you
Another hospital ride makes it hard to look at the bright side
And you got so much more to throw in
From the moment this is over

And if you call for, I will put it on my shoulders
Yes, I know you want to change
But I guess, you're gonna do it on a different day
And I just know that situation is so bad
You better be without these fears, so stop pretending
When the world weighs heavily