That Fire

I flew back in on the weekend
I took a risk up on that bitch but now I'm peaking
Go slow
The goal is not leaving
I fall apart
Next week is the defense
But can you keep me in your heart though?
Can you keep me up to speed?
Yeah, what's the motto?

Big talk
I roll off that bottle
Sip a fifth
I'm running over the potholes
Don't walk
I'm whipping a Silverado
I hit the stage
I'm amazed at the way the crowd goes
Off

But I be on my boy like cold water
Go farther
I don't take no shit from no other
It's no bother

I been on my own
I ain't got no home
I ain't got no phone
Yeah, no phone, though

I been on my own
Keep it a hundred, I'm gone
Real talk on the phone
On the phone now

And I keep my head up higher than before
And I keep that fire burning slow

And I don't know what Ima do
When I come down
Better be with you
I when I go down
Bet it be a Pool
Real talk
Real talk
What it do?

And I don't know what imma do
Spin around and go to town within a view
Bumping sounds and hitting mounds up with the crew
Big talk big talk
What it do?

It's just crazy like...
Crazy shit starts like that you know?
Like you got everything figured out but even then it's like
"What if?"

I think I'm better off dead
Run a mile in my head, seen?
Feel cold when it ends
But by then we'll be friends

I felt off when you said
"My heart is heavy and my bed sinks"
Real talk, what's the edge?
Real talk, you might push me
Off

And I don't know what Ima do
When I come down
Better be with you
I when I go down
Bet it be a Pool
Real talk
Real talk
What it do?

And I don't know what imma do
Spin around and go to town within a view
Bumping sounds and hitting mounds up with the crew
Big talk
Big talk
What it do?

Don't ask
Don't tell
I cried when my daddy went to jail
I lied when I said that I was well
I tried in the end I failed
Now when I'm gone
Will you remember me?
Way back in Poinciana
In your memory?
Fall back when the world is your enemy
Real talk
I'll see you all when I'm in therapy

And I don't know what Ima do
When I come down
Better be with you
I when I go down
Bet it be a Pool
Real talk
Real talk
What it do?

And I don't know what Imma do
Spin around and go to town within a view
Bumping sounds and hitting mounds up with the crew
Big talk
Big talk
What it do?

It's just crazy like
I keep my head above water

I don't wanna be like that
I don't wanna be like that