Play Dead

I still see your face when I'm dreaming
Every day I wake I wish you were here

I had a nightmare, as soon as I wake
I saw the missed call, I knew what it meant
I picked up my phone, heard her screaming again

I started to shake I didn't need it today
Is he really dead a thousand miles away?
I can't even breathe I can't even say your name
I'm starting to think that it's my fault that you are gone
Could I have helped you all along?
Knew that you could always call
But would I have even picked up my phone?

Now I still see your face when I'm dreaming
Every day I wake I wish you were here

I still see your face when I'm dreaming
Every day I wake I wish you were here
Everything is gray it don't make sense
I stow myself away and I play dead
I've been in my own head tryna face it
Reading our messages can't erase it
Everything is gray it don't make sense
I stow myself away and I play dead
(Play dead, play dead, play dead, play dead)

Yeah, I stow myself away and I play dead

You reached out to me
And I don't know why I didn't try
To tell you what you meant to me
I knew you were low
But I didn't know
That you were lyin on the freeway
The white lines glow
The cars go by, your eyeballs roll
Into the back of your skull
You're white as snow
Please tell Dad that I miss him cause I can't let go

Oh I can't let go
Whoah whoah
(Play dead, play dead, play dead, play dead)

I still see your face when I'm dreaming
Every day I wake I wish you were here
Everything is gray it don't make sense
I stow myself away and I play dead
I've been in my own head tryna face it
Reading our messages can't erase it
Everything is gray it don't make sense
I stow myself away and I play dead
(Play dead, play dead, play dead, play dead)

I stow myself away and I play dead