Ipullatmycurls

I pull at my curls when I get anxious
You always think I'm doing my hair around you
That ain't the case
I wish you liked girls
I know a few places
And I know you more than him, no doubt
So forget about that dude
Another sleepless night
Laying in bed
Humming tunes
Holding back tears
All these years
Surrendering to voices in my head
They keeping me awake
Asanas real slow on auto-pilot keeping me sane
Lean on the window pane
Ignore the pain
It's mid-August why does it feel like it's about to rain?
About to rain

I bite on my nails just thinking of changes
Tearing through my flesh till I taste my blood
I should cut that shit out
I wanna be chill
But my mind's busy racing
New jobs new friends new fears
Of who what where how and why
Too many questions
No enough answers
Too many cigis put out on the counter
Too many moments that all go to waste
Over-thinking decisions that's my middle name
Some call it self-sabotage
Such a fine line
Why do end up tryna get across?
Toss me a life line
A word or phrase to help me stay afloat
I know it's my fault
Cuz I like digging deeper than I need to
And I like giving things weight when they hit you
I'm locked and grounded like jiu jitsu
Safe and sound but still can't pull through

Faking it till I make it
Unmet needs I find forgiveness
Limbic intentions got me itching, twitching
Help me cuz I'm glitching
Gotta invest in myself
Breathe in and out
Know I'm the best
Learn how to laugh
Chest split in half
Open my heart smile at the past
Open my heart smile at the past



Credits
Writer(s): Kinna Mone
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