Get a Clue

I get off at the next stop
Why don't you take the train all the way to Astoria?
Nomad life is just my cup of tea
It doesn't matter, my goal is not my destination
I could get in a trainwreck, so mangled
They'd have to twist and pry the metal shrouding off my body
I sit up and take a sip of coffee
The bitterness has got me wondering why he had left me

Drift into the dark, drifting into sleep
The terror will now start, my guilt is on my sleeve
If I try to go hide it, my soul still wants to fight it
No one can ignite my desire to quit, until I

Wake up
Your head is vivid, face divided
What a fool
Distracted by your pleasure you missed nothing
Don't step back, walk away, get a clue
The numbers haven't lied in senary
I feel better, look better, no time to think
Love this roulette routine, i fell off the brink
Frozen heart, steampunk-esque machine
Churning, burning somewhere else instead
Blooming fate, future tense

So you'd think by now I'd get the concept
You can lead a horse to heaven but you can't save it's soul
Still i sabotage myself again
I hope the next train stop will come late enough

I walked right past a man, he said, "hey son, you lost?
I could give you a hand, if you could afford the cost"
"I have nothing on me"
"I don't want your money. just hand over your life and soul,
indulge until you-"

Wake up
Art on your face, a disgrace
What a fool
Distracted by your pleasure you missed nothing
Numbered days, twenty one digit counter, get a clue!
You can't keep doing this, boy you can't keep doing this
Boy you can't keep doing this, there's so much at stake to risk
So now revert on a dime, temptation you must resist
Just leaves me questioning why it seems like i'm out of time
Deluge of ignorant bliss, end me now before i