Amnesia.

I've been medicating to ease the pain
They say that this drinking gone kill my brain
If I wake up with amnesia, that would be okay
Maybe ask the Reaper, see what he gonna say
Sunny days, I walk outside and see rain

You know life ain't ever fair, but I ain't ever gonna switch
Lost some people that I love, so I just gotta reminisce
When those memories start to fade, I swear it's memories you miss
Now all the memories we got of you are living inside pics
I ain't ever meet a soul like you, I swear it don't exist
When we lost you, I was down bad so I never could admit
I was busted, cars were too, I went through three or four, Legit
I swear to God I was a mess the time that we unpacked your shit

Swear to God, you know sometimes I feel pain
All this time passed, now it don't feel the same
If I wake up with amnesia, that would be okay
I'll forget them bad days when all it did was rain
When I go outside, all the gloominess fades

Now I've been struggling, cause I know you ain't been visiting my mind
I had some people that were close, they had they place, they had they time
I guess my calls ain't going through, I got a disconnected line
So if it's me, myself, and I the whole way through, I'm gonna be fine
Got all these problems on my shoulders, all these demons left to find
Cause all these angels all around me passed too early in they lives
So I'll just take it on the head, I swear I'll take that shit in stride
You know I promise that I'll do it for my fucking family line

Yeah
Na na na na na na na na
Yeah
Na na na na na na na
Yeah



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Writer(s): Jared Degen
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