Better days

I been fucking on shawty thinking bout my ex
Unprotected lousy sex praying ion catch more then some feelings had me wild stressed
And sometimes
I wonder if my hardships is god and tests
So often I forget to pray it's lessons before I get blessed
Depressed tryna find out how the best feel shawty
Been watching niggas round me blow but feel the best here shawty
It's like I'm supposed to be great but can't amount to my fate
And I can't live up to my destiny so I rest here shawty
My god
I can only be what I am
So I went and inked my body jus to prove that I ain't lying
But somehow I'm having trouble with identity it's crazy but so often I remember life is cause god made me
And everything is everything, but everything been challenging here lately
Walk a tight rope but balance ain't here lately
Dodging all these calls and texts acting like I'm too busy
When really ion wanna talk to niggas but I'm too friendly
Since bro passed I ain't been the same and shit ain't cool wit me
Was wild'n out on shawty and she ain't know what else to do wit me
She cut ties and said she'll always love but she through wit me
Before we meet again there'll be some shit you have to prove to me
I'm used to taking L's now this here ain't nothing new to me
So packed up all my pain and took that shit into the booth wit me
Along wit golden José I'm so thankful I got 2 kidneys
Had a fucked up way of dealing wit this pain since the day it was introduced to me

But Im just praying for Better days
Better days
Better days
I've been praying for Better days
Better days
Better days

I been running round in circles dodging my success of selling off what I express
Praying for a sign that it's my time it had me wild stressed
And sometimes
I wonder if This my say all
And if it is then I pray to god that all this rhyming pay off
My nigga i been hesitant
Ain't even switch my residence
Been scared to chase this dream cause it ain't all what it seem
Boy that glitter ain't no gold that shit pyrite
I heard they'd give a soul up to have the shit that I write
So I'm careful in that spotlight my nigga
Bills been in collections had to call my weed connection just to get up out that water
Thankful for my momma and my pop for letting stay up in they spot till I was 20 something waiting on them record label offers
Kid became a barber just to keep them bills up off em niggas hit me for a line up
But fans hit my DM asking how come ain't no line ups for shows but that's some shit that i don't know cause me and bro ain't made our minds up
Shit ain't been so simple Lauryn Hill would be disgusted
I'm broke busted and can't be trusted
Might fuck my life up for ho's wit this lusting
I bet a pretty penny that I'd blow yo mind with mine and Gods discussion
Speak on better days for us

But Im just praying for Better days
Better days
Better days
I've been praying for Better days
Better days
Better days



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Writer(s): Ishmael Murphy
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