Time Machine

If I could build a time machine
I'd go back to my teens
I'd probably follow all my dreams
Apologize to all the guys I bullied
Why was I so mean?
And I'd relive every day
Fixing all of my mistakes
Wish I could build a time machine
Can't go back now
That's the thought that makes my heart break

Regret
Wish I could change the past, because It makes me feel upset
Hate the choices that I made, all the things I left unsaid
Take my secrets to my grave, no repentance on my death bed
Lies
I was really great guy, never hurt a fly
Turn the other cheek, more like eye for an eye
You thought I was your friend
But you were someone I despised (despised)

Denial
You'll be just fine if you were abused as a child
I wish it was true, I turned out angry and wild
Sad frown, Sad clown, never had a smile (smile)
Pride
It's a hard thing no swallow, got me mixed up
Pablo Picasso, no waiting 'till tomorrow
Better push it down, or I'll live my life in sorrow (sorrow)

If I could build a time machine
I'd go back to my teens
I'd probably follow all my dreams
Apologize to all the guys I bullied
Why was I so mean?
And I'd relive every day
Fixing all of my mistakes
Wish I could build a time machine
Can't go back now
That's the thought that makes my heart break

Mother
Didn't give me what I needed, the love wasn't seeded
Now all I seek is pleasure, love is too much effort
Procrastinating amateur, now I'm an expert
Father
Why hast thou forsaken me?
I'm always begging on my knees
They told me that your love was free
It comes with comes conditions
Sell my soul to you and follow your traditions

Angels
They didn't walk beside me?, I promised to obey
And they promised they would guide me, but they didn't
So I quit it
Unless I couldn't see them, I was blinded by the demons
Demons
You know we all got them
They always got me pondering about the things I can't change
Strange how the rage don't make the pain go away
Preparing for tomorrow because you can't relive today

I cannot build a time machine
It's only in my fantasies
But reality intervenes, dream all day, up all night
I wake up to the same old theme
I wonder how much time it takes
To recover from the heart breaks
I cannot build a time machine
Deal with the pain, but it's stronger than an earthquake

If I could build a time machine
I'd go back to my teens
I'd probably follow all my dreams
Apologize to all the guys I bullied
Why was I so mean?
And I'd relive every day
Fixing all of my mistakes
Wish I could build a time machine
Can't go back now
Thats the thought that makes my heart break



Credits
Writer(s): Boso Incarnate
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