Abuse Myself

It hurts to think of you
So that's what I do
I Thought it help me move on
Fell down a rabbits hole
The fall was very slow
Tore up my soul
Broke my bones

I Abuse myself
Not on purpose
Sometimes by will
Thoughts keep whipping
Straight at me
I Abuse myself
Push myself over the limit
Tearing away
Piece by piece
I Abuse myself
I Abuse myself

The restful nights are way too few
So much I have to do
I'm so tired and so very cold
Sleep will never come
Bed of sharpened stone
Blanket full of thorns
Chills my bones

I Abuse myself
Not on purpose
Sometimes by will
Thoughts keep whipping
Straight at me
I Abuse myself
Push myself over the limit
Tearing away
Piece by piece
I Abuse myself
I Abuse myself

But once in a while
I can be found in the shower
Laying on the floor
Because once in a while
I dream of being whole
To finally let go

I Abuse myself
Not on purpose
Sometimes by will
Thoughts keep whipping
Straight at me
I Abuse myself
Push myself over the limit
Tearing away
Piece by piece
I Abuse myself
I Abuse myself



Credits
Writer(s): Nilsson Daniel Gabriel Johan, Hugo Sven Magnus Hoegman, Viktor Erik Duelien, Daniel Alf Aronson, Elliot Albin Gustafsson
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