Your Best Life

Sometimes I be forgetting shit forgetfulness
To remember bring the emptiness and empty is
Feeling small the call comes I don't answer it
Let the google plus screening service go and handle it
Don't look back often specter's from the past lurking
Dark shadows where I hang my hat life a mad circus
Stack till the bag bursting like the price tag worth it
Deep beneath the surface soul is broken and cracked worthless
Fucking with bad urges search for raw truth
Up in the lab surgeon push the saw through
Dissecting up the how's and why's reflect upon a thousand lies
Wish I could have would have should have never found the prize
In winter to the South we fly flock of miseries multiply
Form up stagger out the line taking up the open sky
Cross your heart with open eyes before you take the trip
Shit is hard-knock in life you fight or die take your pick

Extinguished like fireflies in storm freezing winds
No matter how hard we try the warm season ends
The firstborn leaves the den without a care for not
Fast forward a year later body fills the plot
Fragility on display the human caste a broken mold
Imperfect whole not living up to what was sold
Bill of goods falling short no refund till the next life
Entire world's on fire while you go and live your best life