Bad Nightmares

I been havin' bad nightmares
Bad nightmares

I been havin' bad nightmares
I just want the bag right there
I been tryin' to catch myself
I'm about to land in Times Square
I was up in first class, yeah
All up in the sky, yeah, yeah
Tryin' to get through the night, yeah, yeah
But they tryin' to take my life, yeah, yeah

Yeah, they tryin' to take my life right now
But my future lookin' bright, yeah, yeah
No, you cannot be bride, oh no
Tellin' God at least I tried, yeah, at least I tried
I been prayin', I been askin' what's the reason why
Thinkin' if I die right now I'ma come back with a a new redesign
Been takin' trips all year, my life look like it seem divine
But if you look between my eyes, you'll see that evil is alive
I been tryin' to get 'em motivated, preachin' to my guys
I'm so serious, I don't know what's even equal to my mind
Sometimes I gotta take a chance, but I be thinkin' 'bout my pride
Look at my reflection in the deep end, yeah, I think I'm 'bout to dive

I been havin' bad nightmares
I just want the bag right there
I been tryin' to catch myself
I'm about to land in Times Square
I was up in first class, yeah
All up in the sky, yeah, yeah
Tryin' to get through the night, yeah, yeah
But they tryin' to take my life, yeah, yeah

I been havin' nightmares, I been havin' bad dreams
I think that I can't sleep, I'ma need some meds
I can't relax in my bed, yeah, drugs all in my head
I might wake up dead, yeah, I might wake up dead
Suicide, look in my eyes, I see I'm my own killer
Voices in my head, yeah, they sound so familiar
This'll be over quicker, got no days left
I look at the bigger picture, yeah, that's why I stay stressed
Tryin' to be more grateful, yeah, I stay blessed
I feel so trapped, I feel so alone, feel like a straight mess
I already know who's on my side, y'all can say less
I think I slept through the best, only the pain left

I been havin' bad nightmares
I just want the bag right there
I been tryin' to catch myself
I'm about to land in Times Square
I was up in first class, yeah
All up in the sky, yeah, yeah
Tryin' to get through the night, yeah, yeah
But they tryin' to take my life, yeah, yeah