Demise

I feel numb I don't feel alive (Yeah I like that)

I feel numb I don't feel alive
Everyday i got people wishing that I die
People wishing for my demise
You can see pain in my eyes
If I die they ain't gonna be surprised
See you on the other side

I feel like I'm trapped in a maze
The same maze I'm trapped in everyday
Everyone changing but I stay the same
I'm the same chill drug abuser thats living life in pain
I'm the same motherfucker that everyone hates

Everyday I feeling lost and I can't numb the pain
Don't feel like waking up cause everyday be the same
I don't wanna end in hearse but it feels that way
I'm not gonna make to the end of the day
Surrounded by negativity gotta block out the hate
It's been way to long since I felt OK

But sometimes I feel like I can't die
From the shit I been through in my life
Been through loads surprised I'm still alive
So many times I've wanted to slice
Got my demons coming for fight
Fighting them tryna make it to tommorow that's I love being high

I feel numb I don't feel alive
Everyday i got people wishing that I die
People wishing for my demise
You can see pain in my eyes
If I die they ain't gonna be surprised
See you on the other side

I feel like I'm trapped in a maze
The same maze I'm trapped in everyday
Everyone changing but I stay the same
I'm the same chill drug abuser thats living life in pain
I'm the same motherfucker that everyone hates

The drugs block my emotions and I feel fine
When I take the percs they make feel alive
Fighting demons just tryna survive
I'm so god damn lost in this life
Ever since you left I been sleep deprived
I'm so alone you were the only one I could confide



Credits
Writer(s): Jamie Jones
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