Made Her Mark

Once again a woman made her mark on me
Took the night off but I can't go to sleep
Diamonds in her eyes and they're bluer than sky
And I just want to f- die
Cause I keep losing girls and I gain even fewer
Can't find a balance, am I really that stupid
This been happening since Jade
All my days, little babe, what'd I say,
I don't want you any other way, no more delays

I'm living life like Cruise, it's Mission Impossible
Been trying to fight but I keep on running into obstacles
I provide for my women, I'm Optimum
My performance last night wasn't optimal
Keeping you up to date on my problems
Mentally unstable like Gollum
Where you want to go college?
Don't think that you're gaining more knowledge
When more money's coming out your wallet
They'll tackle you for it like Ogden
Their plan is to leave you out in the dark
In addition they're making you pay to park
You know that I'd rather set them ablaze
And then pull up to Leo Kaytes
Buy a used car, for maybe like 15 or 20K
But you know what I really want
I want repairs for all of the damages
They can accumulate, over time
Yeah, if you want an Auggie tour
Lure me out the house with something that sounds important

Once again a woman made her mark on me
Took the night off but I can't go to sleep
Diamonds in her eyes and they're bluer than sky
And I just want to f- die
Cause I keep losing girls and I gain even fewer
Can't find a balance, am I really that stupid
This been happening since Jade
All my days, little babe, what'd I say,
I don't want you any other way, no more delays

I've been longing for that greaser girl p- for a minute
They had to take me to a dentist, my mouth's a mess from all the cysts
"It's giving broke boy", said the lonely broke b--
I get a tip from Mr. Berg, cause we ain't messing with these women, yeah
She gonna keep on ignoring me
Don't know what the pressure is costing
I see something in her that she's blind to see
And the aftermath will exhaust me
She has painted my soul darker than black
Cares about pointless things like your damn Zodiac
I be name dropping like crazy, b- I'm on the attack
I done tainted Jade's name, and put her in a casket
She never loved me anyway, vanished,"poof," like it's magic
Now she's out in the streets in the form of her ashes
I can't say the same for (redacted)
She didn't have the circumstances that Jade and I had to communicate
But that one's for another day
Okay, okay, okay

I do this all for you
Yeah, ooh