No Fear (feat. BRAZY2KUTT)

How the fuck can you know how i feel
How the fuck can you know what real
Cold night I had to sleep alone
I was arguing with my lady, she don't want me sip on styrofoam
When I leave the house I got to grip my chrome
Lately I been feeling like I been on my own
Looking like they don't want to see a nigga on
Memories get deeper than these mother fucking songs
They trying to make an example out a nigga once he dead and gone
Been hard headed since birth felt like I would never learn
I been, I been, head strong, like why they, why they, tell me that I'm dead wrong
Thats maybe why I don't care when them bridges burn
Worst decision I ever made was hanging up that phone
Soldiers don't cry, but I been here all alone, and I ain't gone lie, hate was all I ever known
Im just trying to find my soul, they tell me that my heart is cold
I ain't going to smoke another bowl cuz' when I get high i'm back to feeling low
Woah i'm just missing some of my bros. I will never break the code even if one of them fold, and i showed so much love it ain't keep us from following off
It ain't never enough so i'll never give it my all
Looking at me just a nigga trying to ball
Had hoop dreams before they ever played the cross
Full of envy the ones who gone try to knock you off
They shitted on me cuz' I took a couple losses, bounced right back, give a fuck about the gossip, but when it was my bro I swear I almost fucking lost it
Flashbacks to my uncle in that coffin, shit got me exhausted
I had to take a pause, it really got me feeling nauseous
I don't need a diagnostic
Ask me if i'm all good
I shake me head nodding but inside i'm really sobbing, cuz these streets i'm really all in
Could be me up in the casket, cant even tell momma that i'm sorry, yeah
So tell them niggas i'm departing, yeah, cuz' my life is way my important, yea
Than a mother fucking argument. So I really know that i'm heaven sent, police looking out for me, cuz' my skin melanie
They dont need no evidence they don't want to see me win
Yeah that shit so precedent the way they want to see me live
Locked behind steel, just for clutching on my steal, I don't even got to steal their wanna steal all my years

Dead or in the field, they don't give a fuck how I feel
I got to ride with my ratchet, I cant let them catch a kill
When I was down bad on my ass you ain't care how I feel, but I'm going to always keep it solid you ain't care how I feel
Yeah like i'm made out of steal, yeah I got real pain, but i don't ever talk about it
I got demons popping up in my dreams I can barely sleep
I don't even hear their footsteps at night they just creep
I got pain from the streets, I guess you can say its steep
Sometimes I just get into my feelings I just weep
I don't wanna feel the pain no more, nawl, I don't wanna feel the pain no more, nawl
Sometimes when i'm alone it feels like i'm locked behind a wall, locked behind a wall
Dont got no one to call, don't got no one to call yeah
Lately I been feeling very frustrated, if you ever see me smile just knew I faked it
Im preying to god at night, cuz this pain i cant take it, but i know god put me through this he trying to shape me, yeah
He just trying to shape me, he just trying to shape me,yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Noya Soulju
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