Save Me

Got to cleaning out my closet gotta ready up
Been tryna take it step by step its time to level up
And though the road may twist and turn I learned to steady up
Though life throw blows, and stings, and burns just know my head is up
Because I gotta measure up,
Graduating college you know I had to get my letters up
Planning out my future pay attention gotta set it up
But I know that they watching I gotta make sure I ain't said to much
Peak into my soul and you'll find gold and something cold,
And it might mess you up
Been through a few thangs I got the scars to show I bled to cuts
Breaks my heart I gotta watch a friend in case they set me up
Keep my head down and watch they feet like playing seven up
And don't you know that that's the reason that I hesitate to let you close to me
Thats the reason I don't pick up the phone nobody noticing
Thats the reason that I don't condone the words you spoke to me
I'd rather be alone than face the type of love you showing me
Thats the reason that I write these songs, they give hope to me
Been tryna right my wrongs to ease my mind so I been focusing
Walking down this road it bends and winds this where I'm 'spose to be
The spirit gives me strength to and tends to guide me guess she's chosen me
But I'd act stupid, I would act like I didn't want it
Cause My lates nights spooky, think its my past that keeps confronting
Think my soul lacks truth keeping up this act gone keep me haunted
I ain't build and I been caught up in bills to keep it a hundred

Ever since i was a youngin', I dreamed a vision of a new day
But every weeks the same I'm loosing track of all the Tuesdays
Nothing seems to change its got me worried bout a doomsday
That vision getting vivid reminiscent of the blu-ray
But for now lets pop the Dusse' til we drown and feeling woozy
Get a girl with daddy issues make it rain on top her bootay
We can even play Faneto sing and dance until we blue-faced
We can watch a woman cry for help in public 'til its too late
We can blame all of our problems on the men who keep they suit straight
We can kill each other drop a song about it then a new tape
Then we can sing along to all the songs cause this a new age
Then Tik Tok dance about it in a thong to get our views straight
I'm tired of them doubting me
I'm tired of tryna convince the world of everything I'm bout to be
Im tired of hesitating scared to fly still on the balcony
Tired and frustrated cause my fears is all thats grounding me
Tired of chasing greatness and the expectations crowding me
Tried to go around it still I drown as they surrounding me
Tired still I chase this destination hope they proud of me
Tired of this journey still I'm climbing to the Mountain peak
I'm giving every ounce of me

I know they getting tired of me sayin it wont take long
Been walking now your knees is aching told you to stay strong
Won't know your name until you tell em and I say baby make it known
Just gotta Keep walking and keep shouting until the day we make it home
That's a sacred destination keep your pace and move along
Cause to me that sound like heaven ain't gone wait for you I'm going
I had it backwards, I was sprinting in a race to chase the throne
But a throne without a home wont keep you safe you all alone
And whats a home without a family someone great to call your own
The type of people you can call when you get down it make you strong
But right now I'm out here drifting with no-one to hold me make me warm
So I just pray to ma for safety mama save me from this storm



Credits
Writer(s): Erik Cain
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