The Psyche's Poem

Marching to the boom of the drum yeah thats the heartbeat
Though I'm in tune with the sun I let the dark speak
Whispers to me woos and it wants me to take a far leap
Into the distant place where which my psyche's confronted with
All the vices its haunted with the devices thats running it
All the pain I've sectioned off reminds of knives in your stomach
And late at night I been rummaging through my fears and my tears
And All that comprises my ruggedness and plus the life I been coveting
Seems a long way away, and each day I'm longing for change
But I have been walking in circles lets take the long way today
Hang with the friends in my circle and them the loneliest days
Thats when I put on my mask and I box my soul in a cage
Then let it pour out in a song in a harmonious rage
I smoke that "ooo" it help to open my gaze
Peer into the universal waters ocean-like waves
Seen that time is not controlling my age my age is defined by
By the rays in my mind but the pain that survives
Led to rage thats inside its seen reflected through the hate in my eye
And it Seems to chain up my power and put a cage on my pride
Only time I find escape when I'm high, but when I come down
I Seen I couldn't handle the heat I wait til the sundown
Remembered I'm afraid of the dark when the monsters come round
Thats when the heartbeat no longer drum its more like a gun sound
Pow pow like the sound of niggas getting rundown
It make my heart cry I think thats cause he look just like me
It tears apart I never seem to ease my psyche
Go through apartheid these hard times can seem so frightening
But then the thunder wouldn't bark if there don't be no lighting
And thats the energy thats flows within a me, it makes me tough
Don't just pretend to be, its just remembering, that can be rough
Cause I'm divinity, omega entity, please call my bluff
Im on a crash course with infinity, in my way get destruct
Get out of my path, victory crafted out of my wrath
Using lessons I got out of my past, out in a raft
Drifting out to see without a com-pass
With no direction only blessings that allow me to pass
If I get hold of my doubt and learn to overcome fear
Then maybe my psyche can find balance while traversing the years
No more pain its more like joy that quenches thirst of my tears
Take off the mask while in the circle of the ones I hold dear

And on the day I learn to straighten my walk
And maybe not fall victim to the rage in my thoughts
And learn to lock my fears up in a cage keep it locked
That'll be when I take off and I can finally rocket
Flying straight past the moon amongst the stars where I walk
Can't do it as I carry this cross
Learned that love has to be earned, can't be bought, sk