What If?

(Hargo Production)
Aye, yo

Come with me, let's run to another city
Everyone knows this town's still burnin'
I'm in the same old place, and does she love me?
I don't know for certain
How many times did I ask that question?
Won't see no urchins
So much times betrayed her trust
Yuck, I don't think I'm a perfect person

What if I put it this way?
What if I wasn't your man?
What if I cheated on you from the start?
What if I lie when I say who I am?
How can you love me? How can you trust me?
Been loads in the past, don't beg it
Express how I feel, then tell me it's real
I'll laugh in your face and tell you I read it

And it's you that I blame
And if you love me, then please don't say so
Me, I don't know if I done from healin'
That's the reason that I lay low
See there's times you've asked
Said so many times, "Don't know about love"
Tell you I love you, I think that I hate you
I don't even know, is it love or lust?

And don't ask me questions
Truth is I lie and cheat
If I do buy for you, it ain't cheap
And these are all things that your eyes won't see, please
I don't want you to breathe
Without me, you won't breathe
She's got me 'til the time I'm dead
She's on me, so her heart will bleed

Sorry I lie
Sorry if I waste your time
Sorry I'm fake and I hate your life
There's no way I could make you mine
I wasted time to make you mine
And break your spine, I don't have time
Fell in love with Bonnie and Clyde
Far from real, she just won't ride

Love and affection, I dealt with too much
Haven't even felt it two months
Used to be friends with begs, they're too much
Friends would hate me if they knew much
I don't even know if she's real or not
Needed help, didn't do much
Love me or rate me, couldn't care less
Oh, well, I'll move on

What if I put it this way?
What if I wasn't your man?
What if I cheated on you from the start?
What if I lie when I say who I am?
How can you love me? How can you trust me?
Been loads in the past, don't beg it
Express how I feel, then tell me it's real
I'll laugh in your face and tell you I read it

I asked her, "Why would I lie like lithium-six?"
That was a lie, don't leave her dead
Relations gone, and now your friends gone, won't drink no lipo
'Cause I guessed it, course I meant it
Trapped in my endless cycle
Controlled coercively
Points to prove it ain't even my fault

It's not my fault that I'm like this
She wouldn't even dream to try this
Told her I'm loyal, told her I want her
Me, I wouldn't even buy this
Me, I don't mind it
No place like home
So you're lookin' for love, go find it
No choice to exit 'round here
My love and affection's priceless

Let me break it down
How much longer do you think she'll stay?
How much longer do you think she'll wait?
Are you tryin' to leave this place?
Been forced to make this change
'Round here, there ain't no savin' grace
'Round here, there ain't no talkin' stage
You treat yours right, I can't relate

What if I put it this way?
What if I wasn't your man?
What if I cheated on you from the start?
What if I lie when I say who I am?
How can you love me? How can you trust me?
Been loads in the past, don't beg it
Express how I feel, then tell me it's real
I'll laugh in your face and tell you I read it

What if I put it this way?
What if I wasn't your man?
What if I cheated on you from the start?
What if I lie when I say who I am?
How can you love me? How can you trust me?
Been loads in the past, don't beg it
Express how I feel, then tell me it's real
I'll laugh in your face and tell you I read it

The more questions people have about you
The more of a mystery you become
I know there's a few things I've done
That may be deemed as questionable
I could tell you one thing, then contradict myself shortly after
That's just the way I've always been
So many people have done me dirty
People don't respect me
They've always wanted me to leave this city, but I'm still here
Idi Akz, leave this city