Love Or Loneliness

I know I can't have it
You've become a bad habit
I don't even like you
But you're making me want to

There must be a reason
To explain what I'm feeling
Need something to hold on to
After all that I went through

And I know it's not fair
But what if there's something there?

'Cause I can't help but smile when you text
I don't wanna do something I'll regret
No I don't wanna know what happens next

Scared no one's gonna want what I have left
Know I'm losing all my common sense
Tell me is it love or loneliness?

I know that it's funny
I still owe you that money
I kinda don't wanna pay you
Holds sentimental value

You tell me your stories
You could never bore me
Every situation
With perfect punctuation

And I know it's not right
But what's one more night?

'Cause I can't help but smile when you text
I don't wanna do something I'll regret
I'll give you what I owe but keep me in debt

Scared no one's gonna want what I have left
Can't afford to be more than your friend
So tell me is it love or loneliness?

I'm just tryna replace him
But habits take months to break in
Now that his love is fading
I've been craving your validation
(Validation)

I think I've been mistaken
What I owe you's an explanation
Now that there's nothing left saving
I'm not chasing anymore pavements
(Pavements)

'Cause I can't help but smile when you text
I don't wanna do something I'll regret
No I don't wanna know what happens next

I can't help but laugh when I hear your voice
Gives me something else to drown out all the noise
But I don't think I like this anymore
I don't think you're giving me much choice