Whatever You Want

Spacing out and writing down the things I think I want
I've felt drained and as of late I can't collect my thoughts

Talked with Sel told her all about how I wish things had gone
She told me she thought that we were right where we belong
But everyone was wrong

If I had it all back for a redo
I know in the end I would lose you
Wouldn't matter the path that I choose
Cause I'm still me
And I can't change these

Days and weeks and months of me just frozen in the snow
Halloween and New Year's Eve spent drunk and far from home
Sad and freezing cold

If you gave me a list of your reasons
I know I would never believe them
Every word cuts a little bit deeper
But that's just life
And I need to hear this so

You can say that it's not what you want
But you're still leaving
You can say that it's not my fault
But I know what I did
And you're finally moving out
When I head out of town this weekend
It's getting harder and harder and harder to believe it

You can say that it's not what you want
You can say that it's not my fault
You can say whatever you want