Intro

When I was young, I was distant
All my life, was never family oriented
My granny was the first to tell me that I was gifted
She passed, and I promise you that shit hit different
Man I never been the same since
Even had a funeral and it was to the point I kept my distance and missed it
And I was too depressed, cos she told me she believed that im one of a kind
Never fit in like a misfit

Man I'm tired of this shit, My feelings was shitfted
She granted my wishes, I felt the difference
All I heard was voiced opinions, so unsolicited
All I did was cry because I couldn't resist the shit
Promise if depression was a crime I committed it
People was doubting me only cos I insisted it
I had to boss up like I owned a few businesses
Told myself to focus on my dream because this is it

I do it for me, I do it for her
A lot of nights I couldn't sleep but it could've been worse
And these niggas say I'm fake, but they the one doin' the dirt
Like they don't never see that I'm always putting them first
Sleepin' on the couch and I was stressin', and that taught me a lesson
That when you gettin all ya blessings, it start with a curse
Even graduated and my family doubted me and now they proud of me
I think about the shit and it's starting to hurt

Fame is my only wish, Sick of the phony shit
Niggas acting vegan now that I got a bone to pick
You got a lot to say, I don't got shit to prove
This a fuckin' moment you know that I'm owning it
All these rappers feeling hit, cos they don't make those
You got fake friends? I replace those
They inspired by me bitch I elevate hoes
Now I'm coming for the top spot, and that's case closed, nigga