Deep End

Uhm, I get shit a lot in my head
Every time I like a girl, it doesn't work out
I don't wanna do this anymore

Oh, I'm in the deep end
You said you loved me, but you tweakin'
I am the one that's always seekin'
Oooh, please let me start speakin'
Oh, I'm in the deep end
You said you loved me, but you tweakin'
I am the one that's always seekin'
Ooh, please let me start speakin'

I am always the seeker, I never hide
I always need to find you
I am alive
But the judge from you
I can't live like this
How many times I've been pissed
How many times I've been missed

But in my mind
I want you to be mine
Not this girl but the one back in time
It's the truth, you changed I want you from the youth
Screamin, time passing but you still be the one that's always capping

Uuhm, let me be honest
No matter how many times I've tried
It's the amount of how many times I've actually cried

Oh, I'm in the deep end
You said you loved me, but you tweakin'
I am the one that's always seekin'
Oooh, please let me start speakin'
Oh, I'm in the deep end
You said you loved me, but you tweakin'
I am the one that's always seekin'
Ooh, please let me start speakin'

Fuck you, goodbye
That's what I say
All the fucking time
Imbedded in my brain
I am not fine, can you go
I am crying by my door
But I hear you screamin it hits my core

Nah, nah, nah, nah can't save us
I'm peaceful but you cuss
I'm not your dog, you don't control none
Baby, I don't know if I am the one
Please leave me, abusive stuff yea I am done

Yeaa, it just hurts alot
That I can't find the right one
There's a spot that opens alot when I get a break up
Shit, I got to be careful or else you might only hear sad stuff from me, he

Oh, I'm in the deep end
You said you loved me, but you tweakin'
I am the one that's always seekin'
Oooh, please let me start speakin'
Oh, I'm in the deep end
You said you loved me, but you tweakin'
I am the one that's always seekin'
Ooh, please let me start speakin'