I See God

I see god
And he's watching me lose faith
My world got dark
'Til you lit it with your grace

But you liked lighting matches
Just to watch them burn
It's just a couple fires
No one ever got hurt, til' now

And I feel you
My flames have have scorched you to your bone
'Cause you tried to
Love me through the inferno

So cauterize your every wound and
Say that I'm to blame
I've never been the holy one but
Even now I pray

That I didn't hurt you
You know I didn't try
I'm not the man that I knew
I had to kill him to survive

And late night when i'm waiting
For you to ruin me
Is when I see god oh I see god
Before I fall asleep

Saying maybe it's time to leave
Leave

Catch my breath
But you stole all the oxygen I need
To fing breathe
Say your final prayers and be rid of me

I suffocate in smoky skies of the world you made
Never thought I'd have to hold my ground and say

That I didn't hurt you
You know I didn't try
I'm not the man that I knew
I had to kill him to survive

And late night when i'm waiting
for you to ruin me
Is when I see god oh I see god
Before I fall asleep

Maybe it's time to leave
Leave

There's cold truth in the lukewarm showers that I take to heal from you
If I'm such a sadist, why do I have blisters too?
I like to blame myself for the faithless things you do
But I don't feel the heat when I'm away from you

'Cause I burnt myself tryna get close
You were the fing inferno

I would never hurt you
I guess that means you lied
And synthesized your burns to
Blame me for your fed up life

And late night when i'm waiting
For you to ruin me
Is when I see god oh I see god
And he calls to me