Not the Same

Counting the days
What do I feel?
When will it be too much?
My life is great
Was it a lie?
I don't really think too much
Lost in your ways
What do I do?
I don't really know you now
Trapped in a maze
Lost who you were
I know where I'm gonna be
I don't really know what's love
I don't really know what's up
I've been overthinkin' for the last few showers
You told me you weren't gonna leave
You told me you weren't gonna cheat
I just wanna sit here and think for hours
Lately I've been thinkin'
You weren't the one for me
When's the next time that you're gonna get up and leave
Every time that I talk to you
Made it seem like it was all my fault
I was less of a person to you
Just another guy you saw

And it made it feel like
That I didn't have anyone to go to
You know?
Maybe it was for the best
I wish you the best

I've been lost in my own headspace and I can't seem to hear
Everything that you say to me
I wish I could've changed
I've been thinkin' back to the day that we couldn't see clear
Shining bright through the darkest days and I couldn't be here
I know, things wont get better in an instant
You told me I was distant
You said I didn't listen
I kill myself inside thinkin' what you did, yeah
Now I can't remain the same
Now I'm constantly searching for the better days
I believe that people can change
Maybe that's why I gave you a chance
I gave you a chance
I couldn't pull through
I couldn't deal with it any longer than this
I can't anymore



Credits
Writer(s): Skyler Mason
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