31

I'm seeing 31 in the sky
Please say it's a sign things are getting brighter
Cause every time that I feel this high, it's a sign that I won't feel like this no longer
Cause it's all fine, until I cry
When it's light outside, you'll feel alright

I'm coming off of your drugs
Cause I realised you can't replace real love
Sipping a drink just to feel full enough
Sat alone in bed just to wait for the sun

But these days don't come too quickly
Feel my brain getting sickly
Hate the pain, don't wake up
You'll never really feel like you're good enough

I'm seeing 31 in the sky
Please say it's a sign things are getting brighter
Cause every time that I feel this high, it's a sign that I won't feel like this no longer
Cause it's all fine, until I cry
When it's light outside, you'll feel alright

I Think I missed the point, can you just tell me what this story's tryna tell
Cause I was always shit at analysing what the words were trying to yell

But can you say you ever felt like this
Yeah I levitated with eternal bliss
Say I'm looking fine, my insides split
One second I'm happy and the next I'm pissed

I'm seeing 31 in the sky
Please say it's a sign things are getting brighter
Cause every time that I feel this high, it's a sign that I won't feel like this no longer
Cause it's all fine, until I cry
When it's light outside, you'll feel alright

Was it fake was it all just make believe
Cause it got me out here thinking that I wasn't weak
Every time I went to bed I never got no sleep
I was messing with my head and it won't ever leave

They told me that I need medicating
Everything I see is slowly fading away
But I hope someday
That I'll feel okay